It's been 2 WEEKS since I updated and it seems like I just posted yesterday! (sorry guys) Anyway, here is an update. I may get fired for not having a lesson planned for tomorrow...but by golly I have a blog post!
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Life is still good...and still crazy!
Posted by emily and kyle at 8:15 PM 56 comments
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Life is good...and crazy.
1 – Kyle and I celebrated our 1st anniversary this past Sunday! woohoo…love you dude.
2 – I got a teaching job! hooray
Event #2 is why I am just now updating everyone. Here’s the rundown of the past week:
Friday: A wonderful lady from our church calls to tell me about a 7th grade math job on her floor available. Paperwork and connections = interview for Monday.
Saturday: Mike McDougal came from Lubbock to visit the Robbins’ & took us to the Cardinal’s game. I find a new favorite baseball player…Ankiel.
Monday: Straight from St. Louis to the interview. 4:41pm…I miss a call from the human resource guy and begin to freak out because there is no way to return his call.
Tuesday: 10:00am…I become a 7th grade math teacher at Alton Middle School. (about 25 min. away) WOOHOO
Wednesday: 8:00am…I start school. (inservice anyway)
And I have been there all day for the past two days. Frantically trying to put a room together. (Good: It’s huge, Bad: It’s cold and old looking.) Making many trips to Target, WalMart, and Big Lots. Kids come Monday.
BUT, God is so good. It wasn’t that long ago that I was struggling with this situation and allowing God to be in control. And look what happened when I gave it up. Amazing.
Posted by emily and kyle at 10:50 PM 7 comments
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Random Thoughts 2
1 - So a couple of weeks ago I decided I would start running outside in the mornings. As I went along, I quickly was reminded that running anywhere out of West Texas is more difficult due to these things God created called hills. Needless to say, we have a membership at the local YMCA now.
Posted by emily and kyle at 10:44 AM 3 comments
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Random Thoughts 1
So here are some random...mostly pointless thoughts/updates for your day.
Posted by emily and kyle at 9:19 PM 2 comments
Monday, August 6, 2007
Twisted
My apologies to my husband, who encourages me to not make my posts too long. I promise I am trying.
LifePoint has begun a series called Twisted. It's how satan slightly twists the truth to mess with our head and ultimately lead us to sin. Let me clearly state my belief that as Christians we are sealed by the Holy Spirit and the enemy can't MAKE us do anything, so don't give him too much credit. He only leads us to do things. And there is a greater power, God, who leads us to do good things. It's our choice which lead we follow.
Anyway...last Sunday I begin to pray for God to reveal to me where the truth was being twisted in my life. So this post is to simply tell you about my own personal struggle and give an example of how the enemy can take something and slightly twist it so we hardly even notice that it is leading us to destruction.
I have been stressing out about a job and a house. We by no means are close to living on the street nor have I been shut out from all money-making opportunities. But my desire for a real teaching job and the opportunity to purchase a house has slowly been increasing.
This desire slowly started making me think things like, "I know God knows our needs, and He has totally been providing for those needs. And I know that I need to focus on Him and what He has brought us here for. But, shouldn't He be providing a middle school teaching job for me? Shouldn't He allow us to have that financial stability so we can buy a house?"
Then I made that prayer about twisted truths...
I started to think about being called to walk down the narrow road. The one that isn't always full of "comfort" but does contain peace and joy. God reminded me that when we left Plainview we knew we were giving up "ideal" jobs and immediate house-purchasing. And we were ok with that because we knew that God had a different, better plan for us. And it would be worth the sacrifice.
I started to evaluate our REAL needs. And the truth came pouring out. We have a roof over our head. We have an incredible family that has opened up their home so we can save money and give me an opportunity to make the best choices for my teaching future. We have meals cooked for us. We have people willing to put up with our dog. We have a church full of supportive people that are extremely excited we are here. People that have welcomed us and offered their services to us. That constantly ask & encourage & offer their prayers for my job situation and our settling in process. We have a youth group that already thinks we are cool and fun. (sort of) We live in a place where I do not have to question safety. That's providing.
That doesn't change the fact that we need to be responsible and do our part with our finances and my job search. But it doesn't need to consume my focus.
I am glad we don't have it all. I am content. The plans He has for our life are much bigger and better than we could ever dream up. He wants to bless us more than we can ever know. He is up to something. So we can let Him take care of that. We can change our focus to the here and now and how He wants to use us for His Kingdom.
1 Timothy 6:6
Yet true religion with contentment is great wealth.
The commentary with it: (because that is a deep statement for me!)
We should honor God and center our desires on Him and we should be content with what God is doing in our life.
(v 8,9)
So if we have enough food and clothing, let us be content. But people who long to be rich fall into temptation and are trapped by many foolish and harmful desires that plunge them into ruin & destruction.
I pray you are blessed with the truth today.
Posted by emily and kyle at 10:31 AM 1 comments
Thursday, August 2, 2007
Driven
2 Corinthians 10:3-5
We are human, but we don't wage war with human plans and methods. We use God's mighty weapons, not mere worldly weapons to knock down the devil's strongholds. With those weapons we break down every proud argument that keeps people from knowing God. With those weapons we conquer their rebellious ideas, and we teach them to obey Christ.
Today this verse reminded me that God brought us here to fight for the youth in this area. We are just your average people, but we have God’s weapons to bring us success. His weapons give us the power to break through to these youth and straighten up the twisted truths in their lives. (and in our own)
I have discovered over time that most of the twisted truths I have chosen to believe in end up creating a stronghold in my life. And we can’t swat at strongholds like measly flies because they are more like huge concrete walls built slowly over time. My guess is that most of the students have their own strongholds holding them back as well. Human effort is useless in demolishing strongholds.
We can be disciplined and determined. We can plan great games and great lessons. We can hang out with them and build awesome relationships. Yet, without God’s weapons we will never be able to break these strongholds and help these students become fully driven for Christ. The list above is a great help to begin chipping at the wall, but ultimately strongholds require divine demolition.
So, if you are wondering how you can pray for us this is my suggestion. Pray that we wouldn’t just be here planning and hanging out. Instead, that we would be calling on God for direction, power, and love in dealing with the youth. That we would be using His weapons instead of our own.
Here are some pics of the youth...mostly JH: (I'm working on my photography)
And Kyle getting attacked by two of the cutest boys ever:
Posted by emily and kyle at 8:26 PM 3 comments